Thoughts: Far from pretenders

Hi guys,

You always love my thoughts Posts, so here is another one. About finding yourself, about drugs and my opinion of freedom.

I'm so sick of being surrounded with hate and negativity, with walls and boundrys.

I want to surround myself with love and positivity 24/7, I want to jump and be free whenever I want to and not when society tells me I can or should. I want it to be my own decision with who I spend my time with and how, I want to spread and create love, to inspire others and maybe make this world a bit of a better place. I dont want to kill my body with drugs, to seduce myself just to may be able to feel this highest feeling of being my trueself.

You know what?

Our own body is capable too feel it much stronger, rarer and honest on its own. We only need to allow it to ourselves, to free us from all the things we got told as 'normal'. How should we be able to feel all of this to the highest point if we manipulate our body? We are not.

We may lie to our mind, our soul, that we are but in fact we do the opposite of what we actually want. By beingt caught up in this society, it sometimes seems to be a chance to be in a better place, to reach whats deep inside us and wants to get out. Or to seduce it.

But shouldnt we all just start to clear our mind, our body, and start giving it the chance to do the real deal? Not to just talk about it, to actually do it.

All of it.

To feel every moment to it fullest, to train our senses in a way where they can bring us to a whole new level, something we could never achieve by adding something from the outside.

Isnt our inside, our mind, the biggest, happiest and most satisfying drug?

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